Thrust Fault | Vivian Ia

the generations of elbow grease
spoke for themselves

our lot was labor

 

& liquor

 

made us feel bigger
than monstrosities, sooty
for the tazing

amoebic cancerous darlings

whispers from lineage to lineage,
clutching their pain
as if the lord’s charity,
a disintegrating property deed

their kind

never had

such violence in the value

oranges, grays, browns
the men upstairs tectonic
in self-rusting air
masters & slaves cemented
at the indiscernible limit
between breather & breath,
paternal trinities
& spirit apart
ghostchrist
accretion

the children the comeuppance

the hatchet’s recalcitrance to burial
low on breastmilk sensations
ejecta jittery
on an a.i. poppy field

land,

here is our lack of a messiah
between hapless canticles

land,

here is our lack of a messiah

this generation of exorcists

set out on miles of road
to a lonesome conversion experience,
found the promise
that techno-divinity
would nourish & save,
rooting toward
eastern rays
their belief restored
in needing to choose to believe

what there will be

instead of humans,

vain prayer, midas touches
event—stretch—gut
as per the wheels of
lightspeed
around a chaos-devouring silhouette,
the first image ever
of a true center

Vivian Ia lives in Berlin. Their poetry has appeared in Bone Bouquet and Tiny Seed.